| so have you ever been in a situation where you saw a person care so much about somethning else that they let what they have fall apart right infront of them?? well im having one of those moments right now. if anyone has advice please tell me. |
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| i think i know what marrage is going to be like. and if its like this then i dont want it anytime soon |
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| How much can a person take till they crack??
I think im reaching my breaking point with life at points. I find it hard to deal with certain issues. People in paticular. I dont know if its cause im not that big of a people person, or the fact that the person that i am talking about is to close to me. Mabey im just a hard person to please. I dont know but im Fucking pissed right now.
Its 12:03 am and im drunk. i feel like shit cause the one i love is acting stupid and stoborn. and for some odd reason i mesure whole secsessful my life is by how much she seems to love and care for me. and right now something else is more important to her. the reason i feel like she is not to loyal is cause some guy answered her cell phone.. there are alot of things that i ignore cause i give her the benafit of the doubt but s things add up it becoms harder to ignore. |
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| well its been a while sence i updated. so thought id do it now. nothing depressing to report. trips are awsome. want to go on more of them |
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| i cant be in a relationship like this.
thats what i keep telling myself over and over when i am hurt by sabrina, but im a giant pushover. this is not a relationship to her. its some game where im her pawn. do i think that she loves me?? no i dont think so. if she did then she wouldnt do things like say shell call back then NEVER CALL. my time is important to. |
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